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We pound our fist in the face of fear.

Tue Jul 14, 2009, 6:38 PM
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Child in Time ~ Deep Purple
  • Reading: Huckleberry Finn ~ Mark Twain
  • Watching: the sun as it crawls across the final time.
[ ] Acarophobia - Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching.
[x] Aeroarcophobia - Fear of open high spaces.
[ ] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[x] Agateophobia - Fear of insanity.
[x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness
[XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX] Agraphobia - Fear of sexual abuse.
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[] Amnesiphobia - Fear of amnesia.
[ ] Astrophobia - Fear of stars or celestial space.
[x] Automantonophobia - Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues, or anything that falsely represents a sentient being.
[x] Athazagoraphobia - Fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting.
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[x] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[x] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[x] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[x] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning.
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[X] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

B
[ ]Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[x] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[ ] Cainophobia - Fear of newness, novelty.
[ ] Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart.
[ ] Chaetophobia- Fear of hair.
[ ] Chorophobia- Fear of dancing.
[ ] Chronophobia- Fear of time.
[ ] Coimetrophobia- Fear of cemeteries.
[x] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.
[ ] Cypridophobia - Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks
[x] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[x] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[x] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[ ] Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.
[ ] Diplophobia- Fear of double vision.
[ ] Doxophobia- Fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise.
[ ] Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents.


E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.
[x] Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church.
[ ] Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom.
[ ] Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge.
[x] Eremophobia- Fear of being oneself or of loneliness.
[ ] Erotophobia- Fear of sexual love or sexual questions.

F
[ ] Febriphobia - Fear of fever.

G
[x] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[ ] Genophobia- Fear of sex.
[ ] Gerontophobia- Fear of old people or of growing old.
[ ] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.
[ ] Graphophobia- Fear of writing or handwriting.
[ ] Gymnophobia- Fear of nudity.

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water
[ ] Hedonophobia- Fear of feeling pleasure.
[ ] Hellenologophobia- Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology.
[ ] Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia- Fear of the number 666.
[ ] Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words. (LOL)
[ ] Hylephobia- Fear of materialism or the fear of epilepsy.
[x] Hypengyophobia - Fear of responsibility.

I
[ ] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[ ] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.
[ ] Ideophobia- Fear of ideas.
[x] Ithyphallophobia- Fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis.

J
[ ] Japanophobia- Fear of Japanese.
[ ] Judeophobia- Fear of Jews.

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.
[x] Kakorrhaphiophobia- Fear of failure or defeat.
[x] Kenophobia- Fear of voids or empty spaces.
[ ] Kopophobia- Fear of fatigue.
[ ] Kosmikophobia- Fear of cosmic phenomenon.

L
[ ] Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[x] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.
[ ] Linonophobia- Fear of string.
[ ] Logophobia- Fear of words.
[ ] Luiphobia- Fear of lues, syphilis.

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.
[ ] Macrophobia- Fear of long waits.
[ ] Malaxophobia- Fear of love play.
[ ] Mastigophobia- Fear of punishment.
[x] Medorthophobia- Fear of an erect penis.
[ ] Melophobia- Fear or hatred of music.
[ ] Meningitophobia- Fear of brain disease.
[ ] Metathesiophobia- Fear of changes.
[ ] Metrophobia- Fear or hatred of poetry.
[ ] Mnemophobia- Fear of memories.
[ ] Monopathophobia- Fear of definite disease.
[ ] Mythophobia- Fear of myths or stories or false statements.

N
[ ] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
[ ] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.
[ ] Neopharmaphobia- Fear of new drugs.
[ ] Nephophobia- Fear of clouds.
[ ] Nyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night.

O
[x] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.
[ ] Odontophobia- Fear of teeth or dental surgery.
[ ] Oneirophobia- Fear of dreams.
[x] Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at.
[ ] Ouranophobia - Fear of heaven.

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[ ] Parastitaphobia - Fear of Parasites.
[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[x] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[ ] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - fear of flying
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.
[ ] Pantophobia- Fear of everything.
[ ] Parthenophobia- Fear of virgins or young girls.
[ ] Paraskavedekatriaphobia- Fear of Friday the 13th
[ ] Patroiophobia- Fear of heredity.
[ ] Peladophobia- Fear of bald people.
[ ] Pharmacophobia- Fear of taking medicine
[x?] Philematophobia- Fear of kissing.
[ ] Phronemophobia- Fear of thinking.
[ ] Phonophobia- Fear of noises or voices or one's own voice; of telephones.
[ ] Pneumatiphobia- Fear of spirits.
[ ] Proctophobia- Fear of rectums.
[ ] Psellismophobia- Fear of stuttering.
[ ] Psychophobia- Fear of mind.
[x] Pupaphobia - Fear of puppets.

R
[ ] Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized.
[ ] Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles.
[ ] Rhypophobia- Fear of defecation.

S
[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.
[ ] Samhainophobia - Fear of Halloween.
[ ] Sciophobia Sciaphobia- Fear of shadows.
[ ] Scotomaphobia- Fear of blindness in visual field.
[ ] Siderophobia- Fear of stars.
[ ] Sophophobia- Fear of learning.
[ ] Staurophobia- Fear of crosses or the crucifix.
[ ] Symbolophobia- Fear of symbolism.

T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[ ] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.
[ ] Thalassophobia- Fear of the sea.
[ ] Tocophobia- Fear of pregnancy or childbirth.
[ ] Triskaidekaphobia- Fear of the number 13.

V-Z
[ ] Urophobia - Fear of urine or urinating.
[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX] Virginitiphobia- Fear of rape.
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers.
[ ] Xyrophobia-Fear of razors.
[ ] Xenoglossophobia- Fear of foreign languages.
[ ] Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy.
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals.


A
- Available: To chat? Why, yes.
- Age: 15.
- Annoying: No, I just happen to talk a lot about strange things.
- Allergic: Unfortunately, to cats.
- Animal: Chickadees, foxes, wolves, spiders, cats
- Actor: Can't think of any in particular.

B
- Beer: No. I hate it all.
- Birthday/Birthplace: Mineola, New York, August 2nd 1993
- Best Friends: Igor, Laura, Bri, Gaby, etc.
- Body Part on preferred sex: I changed it from opposite because :iconbisexualplz:. I like eyes, though. And silhouettes.
- Best feeling in the world: Cuddling.
- Blind or Deaf: Blind. Hey, Ray Charles and Stevie Wonder did it!
- Best weather: Overcast and grey.
- Been in Love: I think so.
- Been bitched out?: Wait, what?
- Been on stage?: YES!
- Believe in yourself?: Not always.
- Believe in life on other planets: Not significant life, but maybe bacteria.
- Believe in miracles: A little.
- Believe in Magic: No.
- Believe in God: As much as I want to say no, Yahweh is watching me and he scares me. I believe in Nature, though.
- Believe in Satan: No. He's just a personification of what we can't control, made up by the Church in the Dark Ages to get more money for their greedy Pope.
- Believe in Santa: No.
- Believe in ghosts/spirits: Yes.
- Believe in Evolution: Yes.

C

- Car: I have none.
- Candy: Reeses.
- Color: Blood red.
- Cried in school: Not very often :D
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Either. But I guess vanilla a bit more.
- Chinese/Mexican food: Chinese.
- Cake or pie: Cake.
- Countries to visit: I wanna go EVERYWHERE.
- Clothing Style: Jeans, T-Shirt, sneakers. Boom. Colour-wise, aside from jeans, I'm going through a White Stripes phase :D
- Characteristics: Awkward, Sweet, Loyal, Stubborn, Lazy, Devoted.

D
- Day or Night: Night.
- Dream vehicle: Bentley Convertible.
- Danced: Not well, but yeah.
- Dance in the rain?: Yup. I danced and sang and laughed and choked ALL AT ONCE. WIN
- Dance in the middle of the street?: Um....
- Do the splits?: NO.

E
- Eggs: I has them in my vaj, yes.
- Eyes: Dark Brown.
- Everyone has: the right to fall in love.
- Ever failed a class?: No.

F
- First crush: Two kids in my preschool class.
- Full name: Jennifer Orfilia Gruber.
- First thoughts waking up: "Fine, I'll get the phone."
- Food: Yes, I enjoy eating it.

G
- Greatest Fear: Being raped.
- Giver or taker: I will not lie. I'm a taker.
- Goals: Be a musician, fix all the crap in my head.
- Gum: Juicy Fruit.
- Get along with your parents?: Yes :D
- Good luck charms: My Goddess pentacle and Love Spider, even though I don't believe in luck. If I want something, I go for it.

H
- Hair Color: Dark Brown.
- Height: 5’3”
- Happy: I'm feelin' glad, I got sunshine in a bag. I'm useless, but not for long. The future is coming on, it's coming on, it's coming on...
- Holidays: My favourite is Christmas. Okay, I like the gifts part, but all of my family gets together, and for whatever reason, I'm always happier.
- How do you want to die: But sir, I don't want to. I guess if at all, the typical Hollywood way of dying in someone's arms. With no regrets, of course.
- Health freak?: Nah. I'm pretty healthy anyway without obsessing. Luckily for me, I know about moderation and I actually LIKE lots of healthy foods.
- Hate: Not much. Hate is a waste.

I
- Ice Cream: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough. :D
- Instrument: Guitar and Vocals. Neither of them are that good, but hey.

J
- Jewelry: I actually like more abstract or vintage jewelry, especially if it's symbolic. I always wear my aunt's bracelet and my rainbow bracelet, my Goddess Pentacle, and either my Love Spider (named because it hangs near my boobalaz, and only someone I love will ever see that spider) or my blue pentacle. I just can't wear the blue pentacle to sleep or someone will die in my dream.
- Job: Student, self-taught guitarist. Oh, and I'm secretly Scott Weiland.

K
- Kids: I'd like a little girl in the future.
- Kickboxing or karate: I'm into peace. And I'm just a weakling.
- Keep a journal?: Yeah, and I need to write in it more.

L
- Longest Car Ride: 8 hours to Gainesville, I think.
- Love: Should exist without regard for gender.
- Letter: O. Because it's my middle name and so many nice things are O-shaped.
- Laughed so hard you cried: Yup.
- Love at first sight: I don't believe in it. I believe in strong attraction or lust, but LOVE takes time. Hell, I don't know if I even believe in LOVE.

M
- Milk flavor: Regular or Very Vanilla Soy Milk.
- Movie: Napoleon Dynamite.
- Mooned anyone?: NO.
- Marriage: Based on how this country is going, there's a 55% chance that I won't even be allowed to marry the one I love. Either way, I can't see myself doing any ceremony.
- Motion sickness?: Never.
- McD’s or BK: BK.

N
- Number of Siblings: 1
- Number of Piercing: One in each ear. But I want a labret someday. Like Kirk. Or Otep (:heart:)
- Number: 23 or 207.

O
- Overused: Any curse word, any song lyricm and the phrase "That's unfortunate."
- One wish: I don't wish. I work for things. I'm too logical to wish, anyway. But if anything, I wish for the strength to get those things.
- One phobia: Agraphobia (fear of sexual abuse)
- Orientation: Two-Spirt ([link])
Or to make things simpler, bisexual.

P
- Place you’d like to live: Anywhere I roam. But I hear San Francisco would be well-suited. There's a Chinatown, a little Japan, hippies, The Bay Area Thrash Scene, Castro Street and the Gay Capital of the US... Sounds right to me.
- Pepsi/Coke: Coke.

Q
- Quail: QUAIL. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT.
SERIOUSLY.
You can be as creative as you want and you give me fucking QUAIL.
This is fucking bullshit.
- Questionnaires: Um, yes. I do them because I have no life.

R
- Reason to cry: I have none right now.
- Reality T.V.: Only if it's on Bravo!, because Top Chef is my favourite show.
- Radio Station: 93.1, even if they repeat.
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Um...

S
- Song: I've been thinking, and it might not be Loverman. So...
1. The Call of Ktulu ~ Metallica
2. The Widow ~ The Mars Volta
3. Still Remains ~ Stone Temple Pilots.
- Sushi: I love California rolls...
- Skipped school: Actually, no.
- Slept outside: Not yet.
- Seen a dead body?: My great-grandmother. That was weird.
- Smoked?: NO.
- Skinny dipped?: I take baths... does that count? Eh, maybe some day.
- Shower daily?: Try to.
- Sing well?: I try. And some people say I do. But hey, I just nead to practice.
- In the shower?: All the time, aside from when I'm paranoid because of certain stories I've read... ^////^
- Swear?: Fuckin' shit yes!
- Stuffed Animals?: Diamond, my stuffed leopard. I've also got Jack and Sally, a squirrel, a stupid French gorilla, and a Gengar, too.
- Single/Group dates: Dating sucks.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Both.
- Scientists need to invent: lots of things, who am I to name one?.

T
- Time for bed: Way too late.
- Thunderstorms: I enjoy them.
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: Nah, I can't.

U
- Unpredictable: I guess.
- Under the influence?: Never.
- Understanding?: I try to.

V
- Vegetable you hate: Mushrooms.
- Vegetable you love: ALl the others.
- Vacation spot: Anywhere in New York.

W
- Weakness: Blue eyes, Asian women, tender moments, little girls (in a non-pedophile way).
- When you grow up: No. I'm not growing up.
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Bri?
- Who makes you laugh the most: They all do.
- Worst feeling: Knowing it was a waste.
- Wanted to be a model?: Or something famous.
- Where do we go when we die: Nowhere.
- Worst weather: Sunshowers.
- Walk with a book on your head?: Yep!


X
- X-Rays: I’ve had a bunch.

Y
-Year it is now: 2009.
-Yellow: A very sweet song by Coldplay. And colourwise, tolerable.

Z
- Zoo animal: Wolves.
- Zodiac sign: Either a Leo or a Water Rooster, depending on your zodiac.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Dying through the universe
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: I'm small. Let's go with that.
  • Print preference: something with Daron or James on it?
  • Interests: Music, art, spirituality, Asian culture, LGBT rights
  • Favourite movie: Napoleon Dynamite, NBC, Pan's Labyrinth, and Spirited Away
  • Favourite band or musician: Metallica, SoaD, STP, NIN, RAtM, RHCP, Gorillaz, Pink Floyd, The Mars Volta, Voivod, Land of Talk...
  • Favourite genre of music: I just don't like screamo, crunkcore, superdeath metal, or gangsta rap.
  • Favourite artist: Alex Grey, Jamie Hewlett, Trina Schart Hyman
  • Favourite poet or writer: Serj Tankian, Zack De La Rocha, George Orwell, Kynzee Marsland, Trinny, Shel Silverstein
  • Favourite photographer: Greg WatermaNN, Ross Halfin, and my dad
  • Favourite style of art: abstract, surreal, realistic, religious, musically-inspired
  • Operating System: Windows
  • MP3 player of choice: A really bad 8Gig iPod.
  • Shell of choice: the body once the soul has left. Then the body's an empty shell.
  • Wallpaper of choice: anything of my bands!
  • Skin of choice: Daron Malakian's skin. Or James'.
  • Favourite game: Tales of Symphonia, Guitar Hero stuff, Rock Band
  • Favourite gaming platform: Any compatible with the above
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gorillaz, Chowder, Flapjack, L, my OCs
  • Personal Quote: "Love is control; I'll die if I let go."
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil and scrap paper. I jot down story ideas in my phone.

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Comments


:iconflaky-fan:
I really just love James!!!!

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2 METAL 4 ME

NO:1 MetallicA-fan
:iconakitusspot:
OH YOU. :heart:

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COLOUR MY WORLD BLACKENED.

*insert generic shitty love song lyrics*

Metallica + SoaD = :heart:
:icondragodelbuio:
hello other 'tallica fan!!
it's awesome to find other MetallicA fans ( AND James fans :heart: )
I'm an ENOURMOUS James/tallica fan :heart:
I'm not that into alternative metal like you but THRASH IS WIN :horns:

and HOLY SHIT I just saw your tag line...and GOD Loverman is just....GAH. definitely one of their best covers *nods*
you just can't imagine how I react when I listen to it...isn't James' voice just PERFECT?!? not many songs have that effect on me ^^
I just can't stop shivering all the way through it..especially when he goes
"gimme more, gimme more, gimme more..." and his voice fades in a whisper
or when he goes :"there's a devil crawling ALONG your FLOOR" and his voice kinda trembles :heart: JEEZ and not to talk about when he goes: "L is for Love babeh..." and all those verses HOLY SHIT his voice is so beautiful xD
it's really soothing....if it wasn't for my hormones jumping all over the place XD lmao

hehe I just meant to say hi but the comment turned into a huge James fangasm XD
excuse my Metalli-fan crazyness XD

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On leather steeds they ride
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On through the dead of night
with the Four Horsemen ride
Or choose your fate and die!


MetallicA up your ass!!

James Hetfield :heart: N.1 FAN
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thanks for the fav

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Thanks for the fav. :peace:

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When good people die, they go to Gerard Way" - me :]

I hate really heavy doors. There should be a sign that says "You are about to look really weak".
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Thanks for all the faves! :D

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Thank you for the fav Aki!!

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thank you so much :rose:

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